As usual, Mom wants me to get married. Or my boss wants me to. Or my colleagues. Have someone to take care of me. Really that sounds nice and all but man, I can't even stand the people around me that I've known all my life. How could I put up with a stranger? Or the other way around. Even my family doesn't think I'm lovable or that I'm really such a pain in the ass so why would a stranger will think differently about me and wants to take care of me? It's absurd. It's an illogical delusional line of thoughts. And this is why I think marriage is such a scary thing.
My spouse is bound to hate me and I am not one who can like someone who hates me so we will either stuck in a loveless marriage or get divorce, which is such a hassle so I don't even want to think about it.
I find myself difficult sometimes so I don't trust myself with other people. I don't like things complicated. I just want a simple life. We all are gonna die anyway. Can't we just be hassle-free?
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