HS mode

I'm homesick right now. Last night I fell asleep thinking of my mum. This morning, I missed my daddy so much that I cried. I even dreamed of my elder brother. I'm not sure which brother though, now that I have three of them. But certainly not the eldest, eventhough the face wasn't clear. I just can tell. The eldest is my first brother-in-law. Nice dude, he is. I bet my mum loves him. But he just loves getting on my nerves, so we don't quite get along. That's why I know it wouldn't be him, cause the feeling I got in that dream was such a happy one, like when I was with my real brother. But the figure was more like my second eldest brother's a.k.a. my 2nd brother-in-law's. The face was not clear at all. Now that I think about it, I actually have four brothers. Twickey! how can I forget you. Wah, I have so many brothers. I'm so happy. I remember when I was a kid, I wished I had more than one brother, coz my brother was so nice and funny, if only I had another one just like him, I would get more loving. hihi. being greedy... but then I realize, even if I have a second big brother, he probably wouldn't be like the one I have now. People are different from one another. Look at my three big sis and three lil' brothers, they are like whole different species. Hahaha. That's mean. What I'm saying is that, we siblings are all different, from our looks to our attitude. I sometimes find it amusing how my three lil' brothers look and behave differently. The oldest of the three looks like a mix of Arab/or somewhere around there, quite short-tempered. It would be a delight if I could talk to him more than 5 minutes without bickering. hihi. The second one looks like an Algerian or a Bosnian, very mild-tempered, like my big brother. Not bragging or anything, but when were liltle kids, we would make a very cute picture together, but he would get more of the attentions. I still remember the feeling, it hurt. hahahaha. Well, that's just how adorable he WAS. yeah, make that in CAPITAL LETTERS. hohoho. The youngest one looks more like a Malay. Can be pretty demanding, especially when he's sick. and annoying too when he talks too much or unnecessarily. Otherwise, he is quite a darling. We spent a good summer, didn't we, together with our niece? That little girl is an angel. Soooo dang sweeeeeeeet. She has the cutest smile, and when she pouted or in a bad mood, it was still really adorable. I just couldn't take her seriously. Always made me laughed. Teasing her was my great pleasure.

My sisters are quite different too. The eldest is a doctor, married to that nice dude (that always got on my nerve). I can get along with her really really well if I want to. Meaning that, if you treat her well, she will be the nicest person. If not, she can ignore you all you want. Having said that, she seriously is a good sister to me. Very nice. The second one, we used to be the best of friends. Our birthday anniversaries are just two days apart, and I look so much like her, according to most people. Sometimes, when I met our relatives or neighbors, they went like, "Oh, I thought u were your sister". Something like that. Now that she's married, I feel like she's changed somewhat. Slightly. Maybe because she's finally met her very own soul-mate. I can only be the second best. *sniff*. The closest in age, my third sister, we used to quarrel. A LOT. I feel so guilty for all the bad times I gave her. maybe because we are closer in age, we used to go for the same thing, ended up one being outwon. Me being the youngest one, people normally favored me. I swear I felt bad everytime I won, but certain things I just couldn't let go, so I had to win. But sis, I promise I'll treat you better, so love me still, okay?

You know what... I need to take my laundry. Adios!