Thanksgiving break - a headache

It's sunday, and the 4-day thanksgiving break is almost..well, let's just say..already over. I was down with a cold+ headache earlier during the break. It was pretty hard since i live alone. But living alone is not that bad, at least, nobody bothers me. A friend called to ask if i've done the drilling hwork. Too bad, I was soo sick I could hardly do a thing. All I did was lying on the bed. The first day I got it, I was shivering so hard. I put on my warmest coat, two blankets, I still couldn't get thru the night. In the end I cried. When you are sick, alone, and needs a shoulder to cry on, who do you want to meet the most? At that time, I thought of someone, but didn't make sense, so I cried some more. *chuckle*. Anyways, it reminded me of the time when my mum got sick, she must have felt so lonely. When a child got sick, a parent knows what to do. But when a parent got sick, what do we do? mol-lah-yo (i dont know). Atashi nanimo wakannai. I really don't know what to do. Kalau adik i sakit, macam2 mintak. suruh itulah, inilah..but at least we knew what he wanted. Kalau my mum sakit, hardly said or asked anything. Makes me so sad *cry*